Frustrated is an understatement.
Down right upset is closer to the truth.
Obviously, I have been working insanely long hour work weeks for the last 9 weeks. I have also been thinking about and Facebook stalking and praying for my cousin who is in hospice dying of cancer.
I have been coping with a completely “new life” where I know who my birth family is and am trying to figure out exactly what I want to do. I have made some form of contact (post in the process of being written) and have learned about some of my genetics.
I am stressed.
Busting my butt to stay positive and keep a good outlook, but stressed none the less.
My pants have been fitting a little tighter again lately so….I decided to step on the scale. I knew that I have been stress eating lately…. But didn’t thing I was suess eating enough to gain back 9 pounds!!! Jeeze!!!
All that time and effort and hard work slipping away. Grrrr!!!
So….despite my exhaustion at the end of the day….. Its now 20-30 minutes treadmill time and some arm lifting stuff for “sexy summer arms you can be proud of” AND a 30 day “cute butt squat challenge”.
This 9lbs needs to go back where it came from! Like……now!